Here is how I thought my day would go today.
Stuff happens. You let your 20 page essay sit un-worked on just a little too long, and then some seriously stupid stuff at school goes down. This is so stupid, I could have handled the situation better, but in all honesty, I think it only would have delayed the inevitable. In the world of music you will encounter a lot of different people. Some are great, some are self-centered and hard to work with the moment you have a slight disagreement with them. I've met mostly wonderful people, including my boyfriend, a terrific pianist. But the one person I've met who is the second type actually tried to get one of my teachers to think badly of me today. Said attempt kind of backfired, and now the choir accompanist is stepping in at the last minute to try and help me out after this guy decided he couldn't stand working with me.
I think I have to think carefully about my behavior. It's true that I have been very stressed out, and when I'm stressed out I am not a particularly fun person to be around. The thing is though, I do my very best to stay on my best behavior when I know I'm stressed out. I deal by just trying to be stoic, but that easily slides into just being moody. So I'm not blameless in this sticky situation, but I did my best to keep things civil... and this happens. So yeah. Doing better today. Kind of in shock that the accompanist for the choir is willing to try and learn this in barely a little over a week from a performance. Hat tip. Shout out. Praise and honor upon ye.
So anyways... whine post. I hardly ever do them, I think, so I won't let it happen again, haha. Gotta finish my essay and pile of music theory homework.

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